STUDIO 48 – I’m not gonna lie, I have no idea where I am going with this one.
As you faithful readers know, I have been in a self-induced world where I avoid females at all costs. It was time for a change. It was time to stop playing around and start focusing on my life and getting a little vision, focus and direction in it. I feel like I have reached that point. I know that I am on the fast-track to graduation, I know that I have some jobs lined up for after graduation if I want them and I know that I have never been quite this confident that I am going to make it and that God really is watching out for me. I’m telling you all that so that you will not judge me and question me if I make some radical moves in my personal life in the next few weeks. (Editor’s note: radical for a sheltered conservative boy may be nothing more than approaching a young lady with the intention of pursuing her.) I make this promise to all three of you reading this... I will no longer date for the sake of dating and I will no longer pursue relationships that I know to be negative or destined for dead-end. It may be fun at the time, but it is not worth it in the long run. From hence forth, if I go out with a girl and spend significant quantities of time with her, then you will no that it is more than just another girl. I’m venting at myself for being an idiot. No more! I have been tempted in the desert and I have come out on the other side stronger than before.
Thanks for reading my own Lou-Holtz-esk motivational speech to myself. “Ya gotta believe.......”